Our relationship with Srila Gurudev is one of union in seperation. The aspiring disciple is in training to ultimately pass the test of continual attempt to please in union or seperation. When our beloved master left this world he expected us all to continue in proper mood and practise.There are many stages in practising life and we must try to be successful in diving deeper into trying to please our teacher by ever increasing our compliance of following his Divine instructions
yasya deve parā bhaktir yathā deve tathā gurau tasyaite kathitā hy arthāḥ prakāśante mahātmanaḥ "Only unto those great souls who have implicit faith in both the Lord and the spiritual master are all the imports of Vedic knowledge automatically revealed." (ŚU 6.23).
Our puppy brains are incapable of understanding the transcendental plane, if we are blessed by surrendering to his order we will be selected and promoted into the service forum.The sacred arena is one of affectionate submission and ever increasing love expressed through our willingness to please and serve the divine orders of our masters.There is no question of gatecrashing the higher realm, if we are qualified with the mood of saranagati then we are promoted, otherwise we remain a slave of our conditioned mental system and wander the universal creation.So act, be a friend to your own self, and be sorry for your noncompliance, Krsna is very kind and his representative is mercy incarnate he is awaiting to accept us all into the sweet and loving arena, of the ingoing current.